Currently Listening Infinity on High By Fall Out Boy take over, the break over see related

I’m the King pin of my ink pen

I make orders for my words to deliver

Messages secretly hidden in poems so my empire of thoughts won’t fall

From those who wanna solve the mystery of my poetry

How it’s just like drinking water

As pour words into glass ears

To give you only a sip of what flows through my mind

Just so everyone hears enough to cleanse their pallets,

With my refreshing poetry

See I dip my pen into puddles of ideas

Letting the ink draw images that can’t be shown through pictures

Showing my poetry as art not restricted by frames

That spreads out beyond all walls

Can’t be labeled with names

Making most gaze at my poetry

Then, breathe in the sweet rhythm of my voice

As I conduct this symphony of words

Leaving the aroma of thoughts lingering in the air

Letting them mix with your feelings

So that you can feel my poetry

'cause Deep in the headquarter of my mind

I’m the kingpin of my ink pen.

edited: October 28, 2007

Currently Listening Food and Liquor By Lupe Fiasco the cool see related

after 50 billion year...what u've all been waiting for

A Pigeon and Turtle/ Kadiatou and Da Wizard Production:

Rubber Band Shackles: 

These rubber band shackles I’m in

Every time I try to pull away, they snaps me right back in

I’m stuck within these rubber boundaries; I think its called slavery

‘Cause every time I try to run or try to leave I just get pulled back

And am forced to endure the pain of the whip on my back

These rubber band shackles are suffocating my brain, stopping me from being brave

And clogging up the circulation of the Nile River that runs thru my veins

I think I’m trapped!

I try to escape but these rubber band shackles I’m in

Every time I try to pull away, they snap me right back in

I’m stuck within these rubber boundaries; I think it’s called a family

I don’t try to run away but every time I try to leave I get pulled back

And I’m forced to endure the pain of missing the trust that they lack

Snap! Goes a branch of me as I try to branch out of this tree my parents planted to keep me rooted forever

Falling apart are the petals from the flowers that are dying from our relationship together

Withered away from all rain and stormy, bitter weather

‘Cause these rubber band shackles are suffocating my brain, form their smothering

It’s clogging up the circulation of adventure that runs through my veins.

I think I’m trapped!

I try to escape but these rubber band shackles I’m in

Every time I try to pull away, they snap me right back in

Currently Listening In My Own Words By Ne-Yo Mirror see related

grr i coulda swore i was asleep..stupid phone always waking up

so mad i had to give back the sk2 today

grr i didnt even get my ipod back yet either! >.<

*thats why i still have the sk charger hehe*

ooo this thing has languages too?! ooo i never noticed that b4..i'll try it later

man im going back to sleep mooorrree later

Currently Listening Food and Liquor By Lupe Fiasco the cool see related

guys are such emotional rollercoasters...like pandulums (sp) that go back and forth

its not what i know its only my assumption

we're friends...to him more than friends...its akward..or if it wasnt b4 its getting to be

i cant find the right emotions to express i go from warm, to flirty, to annoyed, then non-chalant.

whatever happens happens i guess...i dont wanna regret..so i wont 

"i only like you somedays...other days i cant really say"--8/21/07

somedays because i feel as though i know how to hurt him i feel like it but i refrain myself because im not that type of person..i only think and believe that im not that type of person

never get mad at him because that shows that u care, never admit to being upset cause that too mean u care enough to let him affect u...never show that u care for his actions but always give that appearance

"im a no bull-- girl...like to keep things simple". i want feel love an affection someday by someone who i believe (not know) will love me to the same extent if not more. i want love to come as easy as breathing. someday i'll have that.

but for right now my naive young age just wants to be surrounded by the people who love me just family and friends and such...left alone in my thoughts when needed...just striving for happiness and a sense of success.

its what i believe not what i know (learning soo much in theory of knowledge)

i end with these words from Beloved,

"i only love someone with a part of my heart, so that when they're gone, i can give the rest of it to the next person"

 its apart of life

its not a regular but its quite good if u like blueberries

Currently Listening Zombies! Aliens! Vampires! Dinosaurs! By Hellogoodbye Oh, It Is Love see related

upside down 7 (of hearts) . zer0 . upside down Ace (of hearts) .  upside down 3 (of hearts).

oh is it love--hellogoodbye  :)

im in love w/ hellogodbye right now

i dont wanna go back to school..well back to IB grrr i had a dream of getting lost getting to hepburns room and terry was there ahhhhh and i was late double ahh.. im not mentally or emotionally ready

going to NY to end/kick off the summer and i might go to screamfest b/ im not keeping my hopes up for that...explore that..o crap i need to get my hair done...o hott dog i hope her bro's there he's a hottie yet he has a female model's name oo well 

didnt get to see "the simpsons movie" big surprise b/ i will hopefully  

Significant Lines of the Day: "should i trust my printers ink to express the things i think...should i trust the postage stamp to deliver my heart to you" ---hellogoodbye "Dear Jamie

Signed 

Sincerely, Me