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Name: Kadijia
Location: PG County, Maryland, United States
Birthday: 1/5/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: interests are music,movies,anime,anything funny, happybunny,etc.
Expertise: yes,im rhyming in all of these on purpose... law, dah funny, hunny music, too sick teen junk, punk anime, aly-may other stuffz 2 but they r all in my shoe
Occupation: Student
Industry: Legal


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Member Since: 9/26/2005

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Sunday, August 01, 2010

Sometimes I just feel like no one understands the situations I go through in my life so I feel like when I talk about my problems it only comes across as complaining. Sharing my personal thoughts and feelings with anyone is a new thing to me because it made me feel uncomfortable in the past; even now I still feel a bit uncomfortable. To me, in my mind, I constantly think to myself, "who wants to hear about my problems? It's not like they can do anything to help." But I've realized that, sometimes, to keep sane, one must talk about their problems, to feel a sense of clarity I guess. Some days I feel as though my problems weigh to heavy of a toll  


Saturday, May 22, 2010

and so returns the ghost of poltergiest....

Today he said "we're like Romeo and Juliet..." ...Yeah they died at the end...like all the rest of my relationships
Just a few days ago he was saying "you're so perfect sometimes. I never forget how lucky I am to be with someone so great"
and today...."should we just break up now then?" My friend once told me I wasn't the type to get married...i guess she was right...we have no future. ..but...

Maybe one day we can go

Hand in hand down a golden road
And if I get there before you go I'll be waiting at your door
In the future hopefully
We'll be together you and me
Don't u worry baby please because honestly

If I could rewind
Mostly hands of time
Still I would never find
A lovelier design
Than you

Nothings lovelier than you

Maybe one day girl I pray
We could float off to space
Hold my hand I'll lead the way
I won't let go or fall a stray
Ain't no ifs buts and maybes
Your my baby my lady
Don't u worry baby please because honestly

If I could rewind
Mostly hands of time
Still I would never find
A lovelier design
Than you


Sunday, September 09, 2007

Currently Listening
Infinity on High
By Fall Out Boy
take over, the break over
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I’m the King pin of my ink pen

I make orders for my words to deliver

Messages secretly hidden in poems so my empire of thoughts won’t fall

From those who wanna solve the mystery of my poetry

 

How it’s just like drinking water

As pour words into glass ears

To give you only a sip of what flows through my mind

Just so everyone hears enough to cleanse their pallets,

With my refreshing poetry

 

See I dip my pen into puddles of ideas

Letting the ink draw images that can’t be shown through pictures

Showing my poetry as art not restricted by frames

That spreads out beyond all walls

Can’t be labeled with names

Making most gaze at my poetry

 

Then, breathe in the sweet rhythm of my voice

As I conduct this symphony of words

Leaving the aroma of thoughts lingering in the air

Letting them mix with your feelings

So that you can feel my poetry

 

'cause Deep in the headquarter of my mind

I’m the kingpin of my ink pen.

 

edited: October 28, 2007


Currently Listening
Food and Liquor
By Lupe Fiasco
the cool
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after 50 billion year...what u've all been waiting for

A Pigeon and Turtle/ Kadiatou and Da Wizard Production:

Rubber Band Shackles: 

These rubber band shackles I’m in

Every time I try to pull away, they snaps me right back in

 

I’m stuck within these rubber boundaries; I think its called slavery

‘Cause every time I try to run or try to leave I just get pulled back

And am forced to endure the pain of the whip on my back

Snap! Goes the whip as it snaps back my mind frame to that of the humble slave

These rubber band shackles are suffocating my brain, stopping me from being brave

And clogging up the circulation of the Nile River that runs thru my veins

 

I think I’m trapped!

 

I try to escape but these rubber band shackles I’m in

Every time I try to pull away, they snap me right back in

 

I’m stuck within these rubber boundaries; I think it’s called a family

I don’t try to run away but every time I try to leave I get pulled back

And I’m forced to endure the pain of missing the trust that they lack

 

Snap! Goes a branch of me as I try to branch out of this tree my parents planted to keep me rooted forever

Falling apart are the petals from the flowers that are dying from our relationship together

Withered away from all rain and stormy, bitter weather

 

‘Cause these rubber band shackles are suffocating my brain, form their smothering

It’s clogging up the circulation of adventure that runs through my veins.

 

I think I’m trapped!

 

I try to escape but these rubber band shackles I’m in

Every time I try to pull away, they snap me right back in

 


Friday, August 24, 2007

Currently Listening
In My Own Words
By Ne-Yo
Mirror
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grr i coulda swore i was asleep..stupid phone always waking up

so mad i had to give back the sk2 today

grr i didnt even get my ipod back yet either! >.<

*thats why i still have the sk charger hehe*

ooo this thing has languages too?! ooo i never noticed that b4..i'll try it later

man im going back to sleep mooorrree later



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